i loveyou. for who youare;

and everyones treating me so nice recently and i dont know why
they are hatching a plot
haha
i think alot

and LEONARD cooks
sheesh
it makes me scared
haha!

did i ever mention, dont treat me like that if you intend to break it off
it fucking hurts, but you will nvr know it
its just another fling to you
you will nvr know how much i have done for you

its gona be a long time till i blog again
toodles
love love

this time its true.
5:15 PM

blog has been down this few days so cldnt blog
met up with xx last mon for shopping at bugis
fuck. i nvr waited for someone for so long lar
haha

had a really good girls talk with her pls
shes a real gd listener and adviser ehh
i love you lar

met up with bern on tues
had shopping at whole town
talked alot and stuff
went his hse to collect some stuff and he was fucking scaring when he appeared at the window
haha

went down her hse and lala-ed her photos
damn cute can
hoho
my xinshi zabor, wo ai ni (:

met up with xx again on wed
lala-ed bugis again
went down ecp for cycling
hoho. i like the renter guy lar
hes real cute

and i fell down like 1 million times
fucking embarassing
i crush on angmohs too
uh huh

came over to my hse for dressing up
haha
shes real cute when she dresses like that
you look awesome lar, my dear (:
with or without ur new haircut
as long as you dont bug me abt it often ehh
hoho

met reg and ying on thurs for yeye chalet
went bedok inter then yings hse
the bday card was so impromptu kinda thing
lala-ed the card and stuff

bus-ed down to downtown at 5+
met up with the rest and went in
drank alot lar
and i got drunk like fuck
sheesh

did something silly i shdnt have
and got them dulan at me
jitao shag
cried like fuck lar
and xw called (:
hes always thr whenever i need him
love love

left at 10+ for hougang
met up with ken and people
they said some stuff and was fucking upset over it
hais
dont judge me over that incident lor
it hurts

went home for change and took some stuff

left with sister

she was real bastard lar. haha

went back chalet at 1+am
fucking scary in the cab lar
like it was so dark and i was alone
hoho
but i lala-ed the taxi uncle and xx (:
thanks ehh

when i return me and ying were like the only girls ard
sheesh
and quanyou ivan etc were being so fucking horny
it just turns me off
hahaa!

so we lala-ed the whole time and drank agn
got chased out of downtown after 3rd warning cause we were too noisy
lol
lala-ed outside with them

returned at 7am
had our girls talk again
and the guys bastard me like fuck
haha
and they played the hit-the-ass game
it fucking hurts lar

stayed in the room while they slpt
and lala-ed with ivan
hes real nice actually
just that hes abit gay, abit childish, abit fucker and abit horny
thats abt it
hahaha

left ard 11am and bus-ed home with dear
lost keys and went over to his hse
stayed till 3 sis came home and went home
slpt for 4 hrs and ww3 started between them

fucking scary i tell you
went eunos cause of it
settled their stuff and returned home soon

at leonards hse now
and hes fucking peeping at whatever im typing
fuck him (:
he and his gf
sheesh

i still love you guys (:

this time its true.
4:20 PM

had a real awesome time today pls (:
met dear at bedok at 2
mrt-ed to parco
shopped thr till 4+
had our late lunch at foodcourt
and i had almond jelly for lunch! heh

mrt-ed down to town
shopping at fareast till 7
it was horribly boring thr
and heels were killing me pls!
i will nvr wear heels for shopping again

mrt-ed to spore post for more shopping
uh huh
had a tub of ice cream and crackers for dinner!
haha
sat at a secret place ehh

dinner was real enjoyable lar
esp with her!
haha
we wld come back for more dinners in future (:

went down grandlink meet them
sheesh
after so long, its still so ulu lar!
it was real spooky in thr
lala-ed till 9 and bus-ed to bedok

the bubbletea uncle is really cute pls
like we were sitting down and thr was this cup of tea beside me
val: whose tea sia. still want anot?
lk: dont know. shd be lar. still so much
val: then put thr for what? they not scared i go play with the tea meh
*starts stirring tea*
the teabag dropped inside the tea

uncle: ahh! i saw what you did. what did you add inside? poison?
ok. hes real cute.
and he thought i put a curse on the tea so that if he drink it, he will keep thinking of me
nonsense sia!

left them and took bus down
had our usual barbaric talk inside
we laughed and shouted like noones business
nothing unusual~

went down rover for pool
damn comical
we had our supper and she didnt wana eat
so we ended up playing with food
sheesh~
i love her pls (:

played 3 games and left at 10+
took a cab home cause my heels were killing me
hoho
wld be going down reg hse tmr (:

and my eyes are getting better
except that its still swollen and small and yea
haha!

this time its true.
11:45 PM

i have the cutest boy girlfriend in the world (:

MY FIREFLY; 1622# , says:
i hate you
MY FIREFLY; 1622# , says:
go talk to the wall
·$11Feanor ·$54Soulz·$30-·$60Rajah·0 says:
ok
MY FIREFLY; 1622# , says:
i dont want talk to u anymore
·$11Feanor ·$54Soulz·$30-·$60Rajah·0 says:
yiren to wall: hi whats up? =P
·$11Feanor ·$54Soulz·$30-·$60Rajah·0 says:
wall to yiren: blank

MY FIREFLY; 1622# , says:
talk to urself
MY FIREFLY; 1622# , says:
haha
·$11Feanor ·$54Soulz·$30-·$60Rajah·0 says:
yiren to myself:hi whatcha doing
·$11Feanor ·$54Soulz·$30-·$60Rajah·0 says:
myself to yiren: i dunno.. the same as you?

cute right? i know
he really makes me smile lor
thanks sweetheart!
for everything! i love you lar! (:

meeting ling dear tmr!
i shd slp early
i will try! haha

this time its true.
11:35 PM

met dear and caught the omen
it wasnt a bad show
kinda shocking though
but it was nice overall
uh huh

had dinner at ljs
long long girls talk eh
shes a real awesome listener and adviser lar
i love her (:

met bern and the others outside changi mac
lala-ed awhile
they are nice people pls
and the snail part was damn funny lar
haha

didnt wana go rover
so separated from them
had window shopping at inter
met liang!
and got home soon after (:

i dont understand why you have to do this all over again
we had said it all the previous time
you promised it wld be the last time
why do you have to repeat the same mistake
of all people, it was you again
your words really hurt me deeply
im foolish enough to ever fall for you. . .

this time its true.
10:45 PM

i woke up with hideous eyes today
sheesh
but im still bend on going out
im stubborn

my eyes are fucking swollen and red lar
oh well
and shaoxuan definitely aint making things any better with his lousy suggestions
haha

and everyone is saying the exact same things when i told them my eyes were swollen
val: my eyes are swollen you know
them: wear sunglasses
haha. cute right? i know

meeting dear at 5 for movie then dinner
then meeting xinshi zabor
we shall see!
she say she will love me no matter how i look
she better mean it! haha

oh. and im still in my pajamas
with only 40mins away from meeting dear
im late again. haha
i love you xx!! (:

this time its true.
4:20 PM

hello diary,
i especially hate liars just so you know
if you cant keep promises, dont make them
once is fine. twice im cool. thrice im still cool abt it
but not more that that
how many times have you broke your promises!
im so sick of hearing your excuses all over again

and dear,
i wont get drifted away from you just cause im moving
i can still make time to go down your hse and pei you!
not like im moving to far far away
so dont worry lar!
i promise we will still be as close lor (:

isnt things better this way?
we are closer as friends than steads
i hope i wont regret this decision
i wish you good!

i wana say hello best friend all over again. . .

this time its true.
7:15 PM

i really tried my best for tution today
but oh well
it started at 11, i woke up at 12.30
HAHA
im sorry!

so got dressed by 2 and went out to lala awhile
came home for a rest and i will be out again later
i have a dinner date with my daddy fiq!
-beams

and i broke my sunglasses
fucking shit
i dropped it in the middle of the road and some car lala-ed it
screw~
i stood there and cry ok
i mean it has sentimental value.
oh well

sister has been getting bad mood swings recently
and i shd try my best not to step on her toes
uh huh
shes over sensitive damn it
she can nvr take things easy. . .

this time its true.
5:00 PM

met up with xx today!
i was 2 hrs late
haha
i felt so bad lar

like we were supposed to meet at 2
i woke up at 2. sheesh
so we had our usual girls talk
and i shared stuff with her
uh huh

she asked a qns that really made me ponder
wld you rather be with the guy you love or with the guy that loves you
hmm
i dont know the ans truefully.
oh well

saw mrs lim, mrs govind and mrs ho
HAHA
so cute lar
the avoiding and stuff
then caught shes the man
awesome movie pls

it was damn hilarous
im glad i watched it
but the ending was sad ok
i cried lor.
haha! not surprising

ended at 7 plus
and bus-ed home cause heels were damn fucking pain
haha
was on the phone on the way home

and saw this guy sitting outside home
totally freaked me out
and realised it was uncle chris
uncle chris: eh. hello!
val: hi uncle chris. what are you doing here?
him: waiting for your dad to come home. woah. i saw someone walking towards here and i thought it was some lady. you look so ladylike!
HAHAHAHA

it made my day lar!
hoho
and fyi, i realised francis holds the pen same way as me
which means im not that weird afterall eh
haha!

mrs ng called me up for tution tmr
its like early in the morning lor!
im so lazy to go.
oh well.
we shall see

this time its true.
11:58 PM

hoho.
im talking to some meaningful people online eh
and its getting late so i shd slp soon
since im waking up early right?

ying pass her hyper-ing sickness lar
btw i crush on guys with long sleeve collar shirts
so random~ haha
GOOD NIGHT!

this time its true.
3:30 AM

i know i said alot to hurt you yest
and sorrys can nvr solve anything
i really dont understd
you said guy and girl can be best friends without being std
so why cant we be the same?

im feeling just as horrible as you when i see you like that
i really dont know what i can do to make things better
if i know me saying those to you wld cause things to be like that now
i wld rather not say if i had a choice
but its too late le
whats done canot be undone lor

i know its impossible to ask you to forget everything i said
and continue to be like last time
if you think you cant face me anymore
im sorry.
if you had rmbr what i had said, i hope to see you that day

dont blame yourself for not treasuring me or treating me gd in the past
its not your fault my feeling for you has faded
it was my fault

it was a mistake for us to be together right from the start
we wldnt have to go through so much misery now
if it didnt happen,
you wld still be ur old self and i will still be mine
but i had learn alot from you all this while
and i thank you for that

i will always keep those memories of us in my heart
it was memories. its all over now.
the past two years has finally came to an end
sorry ):

if anyone cld just understand what im going through now
no one does anymore lor
i got so much stuff kept inside me.
shag.

this time its true.
11:10 PM

MY FIREFLY; 1622# says:
i havent met the scandals in 34753495349 yrs
MY FIREFLY; 1622# says:
haha
air con clean toilet nicebed says:
haha..
air con clean toilet nicebed says:
not bad..
air con clean toilet nicebed says:
you're still alive

she so cute right.
i know i know. haha
i bet you guys dont understand.
it doesnt matter, its a girlfriends thing eh (:

anyway im officially moving hse already lor!
ok. so this time is to yck.
i got my facts wrong. haha
then to bedok

so the bad news is im gona miss our old hse!
and the gd news is that im excited to move
HAHA
syl says: im gona miss your hse whr we had watched F VS J and played zhou ji mi ma and the xx stained carpet.
hoho. i miss all those too lar!

shes gona drop by 1 day and we shall leave a legacy here.
uh huh
i miss f vs j lor.
i wana watch again but i lost the vcd ):

and im gona go out with ms crazy bodoh tmr
for movie
yay! i love her (:
and xw msg me
he was dying in army. haha! take care my dear boy!

LASTLY, byebye best friend!

this time its true.
10:55 PM

i miss xinshi zabor lor
dont know whr she die to also
quick go online leh~
i got alot to tell you also!!

and todays 10june
he had left!
he msg me today morning
wahlao. i cried like fuck can

i miss him lor
no one nag at me le.
shag diao~
kor ar, quick come out and take care leh!
i promise to be good for you lor! ):

and i havent met syl goh ching ching for 3485734 yrs
i hardly rmbr how she look like
neither have i met kela tan yun yun for 4547343 yrs
i miss them can
and best friend is leaving for msia tmr!
sheesh.

i miss ling, ying
i miss kela, syl
i miss reg, bern
i miss xx, germaine
i miss sarah, KAYLIE
i miss pohe jane
ok. i miss everyone lar (:
haha!

BIG LOVE!!

and i really dont like world cup lar
haha!
cheer up hyder!

this time its true.
11:40 PM